It's the like aiming at one rabbit with two arrows.

We've ridden in New Year's and just began to step on anonymous field.

2011 should be "busy" one in my life because I would become a senior and the time to decide which way is my own way to go.

I have to take a choice from massive options with dealing with a ton of tasks I need to do which I didn't see it carefully.

I had to do them at that time, but I didn't do that, so I must face to them.

......

I want to enbody my anxious feelings which have come to again and again, but I'm totally chickened out.

2011, 4 months left till I leave from America, and....